miss you


I totally, completely miss you.
And i'm back to bottling things up the way i imagine you always wanted to tell me not to.
I know you were tired. You got slow, and i could feel your heart beat slower.
I really wasnt ready for you to go.
I hope you didnt think i didnt care.
When i left for London i hope you know i was trying to escape absolutely everything except you.
I totally, completely miss you.